♥ Thts the love,

♥ Saturday, October 27, 2007

Baby let this last, ♥

Time to reply taggs!Haha.

David - Yea.Your best fren's barry.Haha.Maybe we could try that alcohol they made?Or you wanna meet the policemen from hotfuzz?Haha.

Hiddy - HAHAHAHHA.why would we wanna capture our creams together?You funny gal.Anna IS becoming a bimbo!!The hidden bimbo has FINALLY emerged.sheesh.I am dramatic.Haha.

Rachel - Haha.YES!!Lets go out soon aye.BBQ!I'd LOVE one of those.Msg me then we try and work smth out...You take care babe.

Anna - Haha.You ARE a bimbo.Woohooo.FancIER hairstyles.I am never sitting behind you for bio ever again.Haha.

Labels: taggs.

11:46 PM

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Baby let this last, ♥

OMG.I realised cass and rachel are not in my tributes. -gasps- I am soo sorry. (:

TRIBUTES TO RACHEL AND CASS (unsung heroes )
Cass - Haha.Looks can be deceiving when it comes to you aye.Haha.I enjoyed EVERY outing we had together though we only went out less than 5 times.Hahaha.You balls of fun.Remember the time at indochine?The time when we were confessing about all kinds of crap and thrashing MOTHER THERESA!MAN,IT WAS GLORIOUS! I'll see you next year alrtie.

Rachel - You popped in just before mid-years yet we gelled super well.Remeber how we ditched the guys and went indochine?Woohooo.It was an awesome experience. (: The times we spent during pw were good too.OHH.remember the time when we ponned chan mali chan's chem practicals?HAHA.We gave excuses that we were studying in the library?I bet she never bought our story.Ohhwell.Lets ace A's together aye.

Labels: unsung heores

11:32 PM

♥ Friday, October 26, 2007

Baby let this last, ♥

Thinking of it now...I realise I'll miss 07S04.We just STARTED bonding and BHAM!,promos are over.Well,here's my little tribute to all of you kids.

TRIBUTES TO THE CHEENA MAMAS
ANNA - My fav banana.haha.i LOVE ur sexy contact lens and funky hair clips...I'll remember the time ur hair was distracting me from bio lesson..haha.OHH.Nt forgetting ur nails..wooo.pwetty.I really hope we get to go out soon and EAT!haha.I adore ur sushis too.AND ur sense of humour.haha.You can be seriously funny though you dont intend to.I'll see you next year aye.

Wen Xi - HAHAHAHAHA.My adorable SKINNY-BONEY classmate.I really wish I had time to get to know you better.Remember tt pervetic keychain of urs?We made fun of it during bio...hoot!hoot!Tt livened up my rather dull bio lesson...i bet you still have tt keychain rite?Hopefully,i'll still see it during bio next year.

Sam(antha) - I remember we both did'nt like a certain someone.Haha.I've always enjoyed talking to you.You're super animated.One of d FEW pple in s04 in a bf,I wish you and ur bf d best aye.Invite me to ur wedding.Haha.see you next year.

Yu Xuan - Forever the drama queen.Haha.I gave you the wrong name when you asked fr ur eyecandy's name..bwahahaha.It still makes my tummy tickle.I remember how passionate you were about inter hse games.Man,tt was a side of you I've never seen...You're a great person and leader.maybe next year,we can give you a more ah lian haircut?haha.

Xiu yi - you super quiet gal!haha.i'm still confused with ur names.I'll try and remember the new one alrite?haha.Your antics during bio class never fail to liven the class up..I remember the time you screamed to ms oh 'you look like strawberry shortcake!'.HAHA.Tt was ultimate!Ms oh went into dis whole story abt how she's NT cute but instead very sacastic.You must appear more during bio class next year alrite?

Denise - I thought of you as quiet but you're turning out to be different from what I perceived...You are FUNNY.yes.You are.Enjoyed the time I was hanging out with ur PW grp...It was all good fun..Lets have more of such times next year.

Jia min - You funny band woman.I remember you telling about tt gal who has a super high forehead who liked ur eyecandy..Haha.I'll get to noe you better next year aye. (:

-drum roll- TRIBUTES TO MY BACK ROW PPLE
HIDDY(Hidaya) - you papaya!!I LOVE the times I spent with you.I taught I'll never make gd frens dis year but then you came along and changed my world(sweet rite?)...I enjoy stoning at ur place watchin d most retarded movies ever!haha.I want more!more!!I've shared some of my best moments with you.Lets stay in touch forever...I love you mathgeek!!CAPTURE UR DREAMS!hahahahha.

Asyikin(emo-kid) - HAHA.Forever on the lookout for her eyecandy.You stalker. (:
I shall watch naruto one dae alrite?Loved all the times I spent with you.Lets ace our A's together aye.I love you biogeek!!

Lina(khalisahhh) - You are oozing honey.SUPER-DUPER-UBBER sweet.You never fail to brighten up my dae with ur pretty smiles.What I love most about you is how positive you are.Not many pple have tt quality.ohh.Happy making memories with ur kanda(is tt rite?).Haha.Lets stay frens forever.

Izzati - super nice.You're always smiling too.You seemed to be unsettled dis year..Hopefully,It'll be much easier nexy year.see you next year babe.

TRIBUTES TO HEMA AND SHAHIDAH.haha
Hema - Asari prema hema mole.HAHA.I forgot ur first name..dont be angry ah..You are one funny person...I remember all the times we used to crap together with raja...GO TLS.see you next year mole.

Shahidah - You have brown eyes!!I just discovered tt..Haha.We also have the same shoes..well,sort the same actually.Haha.Your not as quiet as you seem aye.Haha.I'll see you next year aye.

TRIBUTES TO THE GUYS
I saved the best for the last aye.Haha.

Bernard - I've enjoyed crapping with you.You never run out of things to say which is awesome.Haha.It was sad you sprained ur ankle during inter hse games...anyhow,Lets have the bestEST time next year.

David(choo) - My lit buddy!Haha.Remember all those times we stayed back after skl to do lit?I think it paid off in d end...I wont be suprised if you end up marrying in guitar somedae aye.Haha.Lets organise tt chalet we toked about alrite?Lets make some decent lit notes next year aye.Haha.lets go to prison.

Desmond - I thought you were the emokid but you were SO not lah.HOT FUZZ ah desmond?Haha.You were SO stressed before promos..Hopefully,ur feeling much better now...ur so not d clementi ah beng i thought you were..Haha.ur actually a pretty cool guy.ohh man.I remember my birthdae and d parrty hat..HAHA.I love barney!see you next year man.

WEE CHENG! - PRC MAN!Haha.I hope by now you've discovered the internet and the blog.Haha.you've been the butt of my many jokes,all in the name of gd fun...Next year,I'll make ur life easier alrite.Smile prc man!

Derek - You're an awesome person...Too bad I got to know you alittle too late aye.At least now I know what a great person you are.I enjoyed that time we went out.Esp the time you went like 'Tt woman's nt wearing a bra'.Haha.And the pick up lines.WOOHOOO!Ur also an awesome bf...ur neoprints in ur wallet are ADORABLE.I'll see you next year aye.

Xian Guang - Haha.I was super shocked when you toked to me on tues...Lets try and speak more next year aye.Haha.

I'll miss you 07S04.At least we had some memories to speak up...Hopefully,I'll see everyone next year. :)

Labels: tribute.07S04. (:

4:18 AM

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Baby let this last, ♥

haha.Allow me to revive our DEAD blog.
I was on msn talking to my darling,Xiao ting...When she spilled some juicey information about a certain EX canoeist.It seems as if our lovely(yuck) EX canoeist LIED about certain things startig with her(a dead giveaway) fitness.It seems that she was never the fastest rower on the team and nobody liked her when she was on the exco(opps.did i touch a raw nerve)...I hate to be the b!tch and tell the whole world that her quitting the team had NOHING to do with her father but hey,the world deserves the truth.

hmmm.Thinking of it now,let me just give a summary of what happened,EX canoeist was confronted by her captain over something.EX canoeist cool wad.She had to be bloody rude incurring the wrath of her captain..Then suddenly,she quits.Even her teacher in charge thought her excuse was pathetic...

wow.give it up folks!for the aspiring blonde,ex canoeist!

I just had to be controversial.well,at least I got it out of my system.Think I'm doing alot of people a favour?ohhwell.This is my blog.If you dont like what you read,please do us both a favour by clicking on that pretty red cross at the top right hand corner.its d X fr the nincompoops.

wow.Give it up folks!For the aspiring blonde!

Labels: controversies make the world a prettier place

4:01 AM

♥ Sunday, October 14, 2007

Baby let this last, ♥

Every morning is the same

Every night is the same

Every day is the same

A certain numbess forms

Not a numbness of a limb

Not a numbess of a heart

But a blank soul

A numbness of a thought

The thought of an average life

The thought of unimportance

How horrid life is

Without having meaning

So is there a point to life

When you die unnoticed

We live life only to to see it pass

This shear thought

An uncertain form of numbness

Where not only lose feeling

You lose the will of emotions

And to lose desire to your future

To people realizing their fate

Pation a true meaning of life

To not simply accept loss

But express the emotion and thrill it with holds

Labels: emotions, life, loss

12:39 AM

♥ Thursday, October 11, 2007

Baby let this last, ♥

Emo is the way to go!!!

Labels: self-discovery

9:43 AM

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Baby let this last, ♥

On the wings of a memory I saw a vision of you there,

With rainbows in your eyes and heaven's light in your hair.

I reached for your hand just one more touch,

Is it asking for a miracle is it asking too much?

I feel your presence on the wind I smell you on the rain,

Just one more time to have your laughter ease the pain.

To see that wonderful little grin on your face,

To have your smile light up even the darkest place.

If it were possible,

I'd pray you back home with the dawn,

But then again,

on the wings of my memories you're not really gone.

In loving memory of my mother <3

Labels: memories etched in me

9:30 AM

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Baby let this last, ♥

Funeral Blues

Stop all the clocks,
cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He is Dead.
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now; put out every one,
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

W.H. Auden

2:47 AM

♥ Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Baby let this last, ♥

Its funny now,when i look back,06So4 seems soo far away...A levels are comin and they're working their butts off...I'll miss all the fun,laughter and retarded times i had with them...the countless number of bbqs,gossiping(bitchin) sessions and even lessons were mind blowing...i'm gonna miss each and everyone of you...frankly,i dont noe wad i'm gonna do without you guys..please.please dont move on.

Aiman fadhil razali - HAHA.you are like SOOO entertaining..one of d BEST malay guys i've ever gotten to noe...take care you crazy bugger and ohh,everybody loves an asian boy

Wen xiang(chiu) - gosh,i'm gonna miss you SO much..i still remember d time we first met on d bus when we were gg for training..you've grown o be a part of me...letting you go wld be the hardest (:

Feli - feli mama!my sexy,skinny woman..haha.i'm gonna miss times with you esp ur lame jokes...take care babee.

bee teok - it was awesome gettin to noe you better dis year..wish i had taken d time to noe you better last year.. (:

skeen - skeensy!forever askin pple if you've grown fat..haha.you'll ALWAES be skinny lahh so dont worry..stay strong babe..i'm just a phonecall away

khalilah - my dashing helmet head!i'm gonna miss ur crazy laughter..haha.dont forget me aye

sha - awww sha.i haven got the words to describe my relationship with you...love you to bits.

i cant seem to remember d rest.haha.i doubt they'll have time to remove their noses frm their books to read this bt ohhwell.i love you all my darling j2s. (: make miracles aye.

Labels: my j2s

8:59 AM

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Baby let this last, ♥

kumaari says:

there was never once in my life i doubted your presence until now...things are moving fast and you dont seem to be keeping up...i keep wanting to believe that you're still there,waiting to catch me if i fall...haha.who am i kidding aye.i'm done playing games with you.its over.i'll show you wad i can be without you.

Labels: my faith gone with d wind

8:36 AM

♥ Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Baby let this last, ♥

Difference

There is a part of me

That feels I am different from everyone else.

Something that I can't quite see,

Something that I can't quite feel,

Something so unreal.

But this 'thing' is always there,

This 'thing' with others,

I will never share.

So I push it to the back of my mind,

All the thoughts of boys and clothes

And make-up,

it is hiding behind.

Sometimes,

when I have almost forgotten,

It comes back with such ferocity,

Angry and unforgiving.

I feel so lost and sad,

Whatever caused this feeling

Must have been so horrible and bad.

A lost memory or something else,

I'll never know,

Whatever it is,

I know for sure,

I can never let this feeling show.

Labels: self-denial

10:02 AM

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Baby let this last, ♥

Azouline says:

DESTINATION UNKNOWN

I see life and it's passin' right before my eyes
And the past is the past don't regret it, time to realize
I need to walk on the wire just to catch my breath,
I don't know how or where but I'm goin' it's all that I have left

It don't matter where it takes me
Long as I can keep this feeling runnin' through, my soul
Never took this road before -- destination unknown
Oh oh oh ohohoh -- destination unknown
Won't be coming back this way gotta go it alone
Oh oh oh ohohoh -- destination unknown

See a chance gotta take it wanna meet my fate'
Cause the last thing I ever wanted was to find out it's too late
No way out when you're in it deeper than the night
There's a light at the end of the tunnel and I see it burning bright
It don't matter where it takes meLong as I can keep this feeling soarin' through, my soul

Never took this road before -- destination unknown
Oh oh oh ohohoh -- destination unknown
Won't be comin' back this way gotta go it alone
Oh oh oh ohohoh -- destination unknown

Labels: the future

9:58 AM

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Baby let this last, ♥

i absolutely adore this game.haha.

Black Knight

The King has created a new way of getting taxes from his people.

Play this free game now!!

9:44 AM

♥ Tuesday, October 02, 2007

Baby let this last, ♥

i hop ur doing alrite,azouline.we're all here for you babe.anyway,i gt some pick up lines.haha.try them at ur own riskkk.

If I said you were sexy, would you hold your body against me?

If you ever had sex with a machine, that's what it's like with me. 'Cause I'm like a sex machine..

Excuse me, I just noticed you noticing me and I just wanted to give you notice that I noticed you too.

Hi, will you help me find my lost puppy? I think he went into this cheap motel room across the street.

Baby, I'm no Fred Flintstone, but I can make your Bed-rock!

Hi, the voices in my head told me to come over and talk to you.

I am conducting a field test of how many woman have pierced nipples.
Should I call you in the morning or nudge you?

All those curves, and me with no brakes.

Are those space pants? Cuz your ass is out of this world!

Baby, you must be a broom, cause you just swept me off my feet.

Baby, you're so sweet, you put Hershey's outta business.

Did the sun come out or did you just smile at me?

Was your father a farmer? Because you sure have grown some nice melons!

Was your father a mechanic? Then how did you get such a finely tuned body?

Were you arrested earlier? It's gotta be illegal to look that good.

Ya know, you look really hot! You must be real reason for global warming

Hey, You were great on Bay Watch last night!

Apart from being sexy, what do you do for a living?

Stop, drop, and roll, baby. You are on fire.

When God made you, he was showing off.

Baby, if you were words on a page, you'd be what they call FINE PRINT!

Is your dad a terrorists? Because you are the bomb

You be the Dairy Queen and I'll be your Burger King: You treat me right, and I'll do it your way

What do you say we go back to my room and do some math: Add a bed, subtract our clothes, divide your legs, and multiply.

Labels: pick-up lines.

9:01 AM

♥ Monday, October 01, 2007

Baby let this last, ♥

Azouline says:

Me and my mom <3

Part of my family in France <3

Me and my granny <3

Well this is to give you guys a taste of who i am and where i come from.I am very proud of my French heritage and i miss my family truck loads.

Ok another thing u guys shld know,the woman in my life;my mom,departed this Earth on 10 September 2004.Tht was the day a huge part of me died along with her.So to all my frens out there,around september,u will see a different side of Azouline.Cant be helped.

Anyway,all i want is to lead a happy and healthy life.

The most beautiful thing u can experience is to love and be loved in return.

Well i shld probably stop blog hogging.Pathma is gonna skin me alive.haha.

till next time dudes and dudettes.Take care and God bless =)

A bientot.

Je taime cherie <3

Labels: loss, love, memories

11:09 PM

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Baby let this last, ♥

Azouline says:

Well its time for this butterfly to spread her wings and fly.I jus finished applying for 4 jobs 2 of which are tutoring jobs.Guess all i can do now is wait for a reply.

U know wat i realised,i rather much be studying.i mean the whole prospect of entering the working world in kind of intimidating actually.well the biggest incentive is that i will be earning my own dough =)

One thing is for sure,it will give me an excuse to get outta the house.

Grew up in a small town

And when the rain would fall down

I'd just stare out my window

Dreaming of what could be

And if I'd end up happy

I would pray (I would pray)

Trying hard to reach out

But when I tried to speak out

Felt like no one could hear me

Wanted to belong here

But something felt so wrong here

So I prayed I could break away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly

I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky

And I'll make a wish

Take a chance

Make a change

And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun

But I won't forget all the ones that I love

I'll take a risk

Take a chance

Make a change

And breakaway

These words are starting to take shape in my life.Ok if there is one thing u need to know abt little old me,is tht i hv the habit of relating my life events to songs.

Well thts all for now,but stay tuned for this gal is going to be back =)

Take care and God bless. A bientot.

Labels: breaking free, laissez faire

10:43 PM

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Baby let this last, ♥

Azouline dits:

LARA FABIAN

Je Suis Malade

Je ne fume plus

Je ne rêve plus

Je n'ai même plus d'histoire

Je suis sale sans toi

Je suis laide sans toi

Comme une orpheline dans un dortoir

Je n'ai plus envie

De vivre ma vie

Ma vie cesse quand tu pars

Je n'ai plus de vie

Et même mon lit

Se transforme en quai de gare

Quand tu t'en vas

Je suis malade

Complètement malade

Comme quand ma mère sortait le soir

Me laissant seul avec mon désespoir

Je suis malade

Complètement malade

J'arrive on ne sait jamais quand

Tu pars on ne sait jamais où

Et ça va faire bientôt deux ans

Que tu t'en fous

Comme à un rocher

Comme à un péché

Je suis accroché à toi

Je suis fatiguée, je suis épuisée

De faire semblant d'être heureuse

Quand ils sont là

Je bois toutes les nuits

Et tous les whiskys

Pour moi ont le même goût

Et tous les bateaux

Portent ton drapeau

Je ne sais plus où aller tu es partout

Je suis malade

Complètement malade

Je verse mon sang dans ton corps

Et je suis comme un oiseau mort

Quand toi tu dors

Je suis malade

Parfaitement malade

Tu m'as privée de tous mes chants

Tu m'as vidée de tous mes mots

Pourtant moi j'avais du talent

Avant ta peau

Cet amour me tue

Si ça continue

Je crèverai seule avec moi

Près de ma radio

Comme un gosse idiot

Écoutant ma propre voix qui chantera

Je suis malade

Complètement malade

Comme quand ma mère sortait le soir

Et qu'elle me laissait seule avec mon désespoir

Je suis malade

C'est ça

Je suis malade

Tu m'as privée de tous mes chants

Tu m'as vidée de tous mes mots

Et j'ai le coeur complètement malade

Cerné de barricades

T'endends

Je suis malade

Labels: self-reflection

10:30 AM

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Baby let this last, ♥

kumaari speaks :
welcome to d glitz party.guess i gotta start with the introductions aye. (: i share dis blog with a doll named azouline..no,we're nt lesbians.haha.just really good frens.mmm.lets start with 10 things about me.

1. I like azu.she's nice.she's willing to share a blog with ME.haa.
2. I'm a convent gal.love stc to bitsss.
3. On first impressions,I look dao/fierce/murderous.pffft.i cant go ard smiling like an idiot all dae can i?
4. I love hockey.(at least i used to)
5. I'm not a big fan of hypocrites.
6. Not big on god.does'nt mean I'm an athiest either
7. i LIKE lesbians.they're nice pple
8. I have manymany secrets. hoot!hoot!
9. I think sp's gt the best looking teenage boys
10. --fill in the blanks--

cant think of anymore.ohhwell.lookin foreward to keeping dis blog unlike my last,which just died.it really was'nt my fault.yea rite.haha.

Fairness does not govern life and death.if it did,no good person would ever die young.

Labels: intro-ing. (:

8:19 AM

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Baby let this last, ♥

good times with my hockey gals.haha.random.welcome to d green parade.

7:08 AM

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Baby let this last, ♥

hello. (: kumaari speaks:

this was taken when we went back to stc fr the syf nite...dangg.i had d bestfunn in d longest time with two of my prettys...so enjoy.

simple in virtue

steadfast in duty

learn how to learn

and learn how to live.

6:48 AM

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Baby let this last, ♥

Azouline says:

Finally our blog looks like a legitimate blog.It took awhile,but hey,better late than never right.

Well life for me has been pretty interesting so far.Though many may think that I have been enjoying myself,think again.My family life is one shit of a mess.Heard of the Adam's family,well let's jus say my family tops that.All thanks to my stepmom.sheesh.I wish she would just get a clue already.

I cant wait to get out of this shit hole and start my own life!!

Anyway,i'll be back updating u guys on my oh so wonderful life.haha.in the meantime,my prayers will guide me along and pull me through the stormy seas.Till then i bid u all adieu.Take care and God bless =)

Labels: family, life

1:25 AM